Day 1

of not talking to Rusty.It kinda sucks..I miss him. They have a show tomorrow,but I don't think I'm going to go.I need to get this article done by Thursday and send it to my teacher or something.

I decided to write a last of all the things I need to tell Rusty that I normally would if I was talking to him.I guess it's kinda showing me that I don't have to text him 24/7 all the timee.

I mean it's probably better not to either. I am still tryingg to think of ways for us not to fall back into how things were near the end. I really don't want that to happen again if we get back together. I think my negativity and jealousy and everything else that sucked about me near the end did not help at all and probably made things worse.

I really hope this helps Rusty out,I really do.