Nuts and more Nuts.

Life has been nuts to say the least, but at the same time it has been really awesome. I like the guy I'm with a ton. I've been treated the best I ever have by anyone that I've been with. safe to say. I mean good lord I got breakfast in bed this morning because I had the worst sleep ever (headache & neck/back pain=no sleep). I don't want to look forward too much or even get my head stuck in this because I need to still focus on me. Things are going to start getting tough next semester and I need to crack down and start applying to internships and study abroad,too!

I just need a certain someone to let me do this. I know we'll meet up in the future and who knows maybe we can try again. He'll always have a portion of my heart and not much will change that. I care for that kid and always will. I just need to try this out and give this person the chance they deserve & that's exactly what I'm doing.